Happy Birthday - A Story of Revenge: July 2017

FATHER AND DAUGHTER

From `Adult Stories And Tabloid Tales`

( The follow-up to Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales )

"Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales"
( Published by New Haven Books in January 2016.
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I wrote this extract in my head and under the influence of morphine during my recent stay in Basildon Hospital.

The reason for publishing both this and my books is because my biggest fear is dying and Lucy never knowing the truth.

Lucy might not like the truth, she may well choose to ignore it, but the fact is she has a right to know the truth about her Dad.

Her mother and the taylors have slaughtered my reputation and crucified my character alive so God only knows what lies they will tell after I`ve died.

The fact is dead men cant talk or defend themselves.

Extracts from various Documents that confirm the accuracy and honesty of claims made in both "Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales" and "Adult Stories And Tabloid Tales"

A few official documents that confirm the honesty of the author. You will note that my showbiz claims were questioned by the shrink but as always I was being 100 per cent factual as I am not only a Punk Poet, songwriter, stand-up comic and published author but also involved in the movie version of my book SERIAL KILLER.

Lucy the fact is you have a right to know the truth about your Dad and your decision to hate me based entirely on the biased lies of others is wrong.

It is also unfair and unjust.

The truth is 99 per cent of me genuinely believes that Lucy only hates me due to Ten years of brainwashing by the taylor family.

Another one per cent is not so sure as somewhere in the back of my mind I suspect that for the sake of a easy life she has chosen to believe the lies.

If that sounds hard to swallow then I refer to The Stockholm Syndrome where captors willingly join the ranks of there kidnappers. (Google Patty Hearst)

Maybe it is easier to ignore the truth and to close her mind to the proven facts.

Why else would she choose lies over honesty and hate over love?

One explanation could be that like her brain-washers she is female and they have used that fact to manipulate.

Maybe she feels pressured and obliged to believe all the lies and false allegations.

Is she scared of offending them by asking to know the truth?

I would like to believe that but a voice in my head casts doubts. One per cent of me believes she almost enjoys seeing me as the `bad guy`.

Not in a nasty or spiteful way but because it has become like a way of life.

But she is not a child anymore so why ignore me? How can you hate something or some-one you dont know?

It is either entirely irrational behaviour or the reaction of a innocent brainwashed victim.

I hated my own Dad as I had a reason to hate - he walked out on me.

I did not speak to my dad for 10 years because he walked out on me.

Lucy has no genuine reasons to hate or ignore me.

There can only be two explanations for her attitude towards me.

1. She has been brainwashed.

2. She wants to please her mum or maybe enjoys/condones the feeling of power that her hating me gives her mother. It also makes her a hero in the eyes of the taylor family.

I hope that by the time this Draft version is added to `Adult Stories And Tabloid Tales` that one way or another I will know the answer.

Not knowing the truth is a form of torture as I feel like a innocent man on Death Row whose been found guilty of murder.

A child can hide from the truth as life is much easier and more fun if you sweep serious things `under the carpet`,

But a adult should consider the facts and question why none of the revelations in `Till Death Us Do Part` or `Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales` have ever been disputed.

The author has never been sued or even accused of libel ( by either julie johnson or her child abusing boyfriend and former pimp richard grimson ) because both books contain the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

I`ll leave that fact on the table for readers to consider and move on.

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The truth is I aint a Saint but at the same time I am not a bad person.

I am some would say eccentric, unorthodox and have my own moral compass which I live by.

No fair minded person can question either my loyalty or honesty. I always tell it `as it is` and never talk behind people`s backs.

If I got something to say I say it.

For instance the other week Sam and his girlfriend were talking about marriage and I advised Sam against saying "never get married".

I dont believe in it and never have as both Sam and I explained to his girlfriend.

I would say the same to both you and Adam.

I might be a rebel but at the same time I have perfect manners and never swear in front of women and children.

I am nothing like the person you imagine or have been brainwashed to believe I am.

This `letter` as are my books are all based on the "Domino Effect".

That being I would never risk telling a lie or making a false claim as that would risk weakening all my other statements.

Everything I write or say can be supported by facts. Legal and medical documents confirm every word I utter.

The truth is I could cope with you hating the real me. That would be your God given right.

But the fact is you dont know the real me and are basing your opinion 100 per cent on the lies and views of others.

If we met for example:

You might not like my thick Cockney accent, my love of all things wild and non-conformist.

We might disagree on politics. I hate the Tories. I hate posh people , authority, the police and the royal family.

I`m a atheist.

Maybe we`ll disagree on everything but that doesnt make me a bad Dad.

Even if you personally like most of the things I`m against I would still love you because your my daughter.

You might take after your mother who loved Lady Di and wanted to join the police and stuff like that but I would still love you.

I just want to meet you before I die.

Is that really too much for me to wish for?

The truth is everyone told me "when Lucy is 16 she`ll want to see you" , but you didnt.

To be honest I am confused as on TV, in books, films, in real life children always want to be reunited with and find out about there parents.

Are you really not interested in finding out what your Dad is really like?

The fact is if we never meet although it will be sad and verging on tragic it will not stop me from loving you or change the fact that I`m your Dad.

Sam and Adam both say it`s been too long but agree it`s not your fault.

I dont agree it`s been too long but do agree you are not to blame. Like me you are a innocent victim but if you prefer to ignore the truth and believe the lies then that is your personal choice.

In my opinion misguided and `the wrong choice` but at the end of the day we are all individuals.

Just dont think in years to come that I walked out or didnt care about you.

The legal documents confirm that I went to Courts in Southend, Chelmsford, Basildon, Cambridge, Romford and The High Court in London fighting for the right to see you.

I am proud that I fought to see you and would do exactly the same again. At first your mother said "I dont want him seeing Lucy" and then as you got older said "Lucy doesnt want to see her Dad".

That hurt, but such is my character within seconds I bounced back and shrugged it off as the words of a "brainwashed teenager".

It`s the last time I`ll contact Lucy and the letter will contain many questions even though I know she wont be bothered to answer.

As the truth is she never does.

I have never blamed her for this as since 2005 she has been programmed, manipulated and brainwashed to despise me.

Lucy hates and ignores me because her head has been filled with poison and lies.

She does not know me and more importantly does not know the truth.

That is all about to change.

After reading this or my books Lucy still might not like me, but for the first time in her life she will know the truth.

I am at home all weekend after being discharged earlier and been told not to leave the sofa for 48 hours.

So it is going to be a very very very long letter, more of a book then a chapter.

Lucy is going to know everything about everything.

Facts that can be proven by documents.

Will she still hate me after learning the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth?

Fact:
Her mother, grandparents, sally prevost and the Welsh Mob are guilty of brainwashing her.

They told evil lies to a young child.

I am telling the truth to a 16-year-old.

For instance:

Does she know at a Football Tournament (I think in Kent) I once bought ice cream and a poster/or a photo for one of her friends?

Or that the mother of that same friend often `looked after` Adam.

I want my daughter to ask that mum "what is my dad really like?"

I suggest she will say something like "a nice bloke, a funny fella who was always talking about you`.

As important as the lies told in court, are the false allegations of your mother that I was somehow `anti-women`.

The truth is I love women. Always have, always will.

All my bosses from Rebekah Wade (a heroine of mine which explains your middle name), to Jane Moore (Loose Women) , Sharon Marshall (This Morning) and Annette Witheridge of The Daily Star have all been female.

I dare you to contact any of these 4 very smart/intelligent ladies and ask "What is my Dad really like?"

Check with Sam and Adam.
As they will confirm that only a few months ago Rebekah sent me a `top of the range` food hamper from Fortnum And Masons.

Also Teddie the publisher of my books is female, as is Sandie the producer of my films.

Can you not see a pattern emerging?

I am without doubt "Female Friendly" and always have been, but your mother was advised by her Legal Team to lie.

Fair enough to do it in court, that is the `name of the game`, but so wrong to tell you lies, that is below the belt.

The truth is since becaming a single parent it is women mostly who have helped with Sam and Adam.

They hid them from the police, put a roof over the heads, washed, cooked and ironed for them and for-the-record some of them you know personally.

I wont ever reveal surnames but you do know `The Wickford Four`.

Justine, Diane, Kelly and Jodie.

All great people with `hearts of gold`.

The others who you dont know include Samantha, Toni, Karen, Tarn and Kim. (though Toni met and held you as baby ).

LUCY have you spotted they all have one thing in common?

They are all `females of the species` and would they have helped me if I was not a good guy?

Think about it.

Don`t any of these facts convince you I`m a nice decent guy, a charmer with a female friendly character?

Again I dare you to ask any of them "What is my Dad really like"

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT.

Although I was falsely accused of being anti-women there was NEVER a actual allegation. It was just a narrative used to smear me.

Facts:

I never cheated on your mum.
I never hit your mum.
I never abused your mum.
I never stopped loving your mum
I have never stopped loving you.

Facts:

I never hit Sam.
I never hit Adam.
I never hit you.

The truth is I was the most liberal Dad in the world and hardly ever told any of you off.

I was the most easy-going Dad in the world and this drove your mum nuts as I preferred to be a friend rather then a `voice of authority`.

Now Sam tells me your not happy because of things posted on the Internet. That I can appreciate and understand your unhappiness/embarrassment about that.

I can appreciate it is not nice to find out that your mum made pornographic films but I didnt just wake up one morning and decide to put it all over the Internet.

My `hand was forced` and I can prove it as I have official legal documents that are all dated and provide a timeline that can not be questioned.

It was your mum who let the cat out of the bag.

This is hard to `discuss` as it relates to adult matters, (I will censor/self-edit this draft version that is from part 2 of my autobiography).

It was your mum on oath and in public court who first brought up the `adult matters` in an attempt to smear and discredit me.

So I responded.

It was your mother who lied that Sam and Adam were scared of me. This really hurt as it was blatantly untrue.

So I responded.

She lied that they only lived with me out of fear. Again this lie hurt.

I was forced to respond to the blatant lies.

Let me put this on-the-record before I return to matters in the paper trail time-line.

The boys refused to go with there mother for genuine reasons - remember this is the edited child friendly version.
The adult version is in Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales

1. She was caught by one of your brothers `at it` with her boyfriend.
2. She hit the other so hard that the red marks and bruising remained for days
3. She was aware that her boyfriend violently threatened and verbally sexually abused them.
4. She wanted both boys put in care.
5. She wanted one of them locked-up 100 miles away in a secure unit.
6. She got out a court injunction to prevent the 3 of us from visiting you in hospital

( All these facts appear in official and Legal Documents )

I could go on and on giving you genuine reasons why certain topics appeared on the Internet.

The main reason I spoke out was because of her evil lie that the boys were scared and only stayed with me out of fear.

Think about it and consider the facts:

1. When I was in prison they did not run away but chose to stay with the `Wickford Four`

2. When I was released they returned home.

3. When I was admitted 5 times to hospital, they either stayed with friends or home alone until I returned.

4. When I was sent to prison the second time they looked after each other.

5. When I was in a coma and on a life-support machine they chose to be with friends or looked after each other for 8 weeks.

At no time with me out of the way did they return to your mother.

Think about it and be honest, do you believe they stayed with me out of fear or because I`m a good guy, a great Dad and because they genuinely love me?

I only went public on the Internet to tell the truth and expose the lies told about me.

Documents do not lie and I used them to write Part One of my life story and will rely on them again for Part Two.

It was not me who was a serial adulterer.
It was not me who got pregnant.
It was not me who caught a STD
It was not me who walked out on Sam and Adam.

( Courtesy of Dr Sohota and official legal documents )

So why in your eyes am I the bad guy?

The truth is that everything on the Internet is 100 per cent factual, as is the content of my autobiography Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales, the content of this post and Part 2 of my life story.

Why am I ignored for telling the truth?

I dont just have the facts in my head but 5000 official documents to confirm my honesty.

I hope you are now more interested in knowing the truth then relying on the lies of your grandmother, prevost and the Welsh Mob?

Another fact. It`s in print, so you can check it.

A `friend` of your mother by the name of Paul Wellings.

One of my biggest enemies, who I slaughtered in Punk Rock Stories And Tabloid Tales wrote in his book "Garry Johnson is one of the funniest blokes I have ever met in my life".

And that quote is from a sworn enemy.

Lucy the truth is I am nothing like the person portrayed to you by your mother. The fact is "hand on heart" in my life I have only ever hated 2 women.

My stepmother and prevost and believe me the feeling was mutual.

Now if you really are as bright as people say you are, this really shouldn`t take a lot of working out.

You do not need to be Sherlock Holmes.

What do prevost, your grandmother and sharon williams all have in common?

What unites them?

A loyalty to your mum and a mutual dislike of me.

Think about it.

Your grandmother never liked me during the 15 years I was married to your mother so couldnt wait to stick the knife in.

Never had a good word for me.

So after the divorce she aint gonna suddenly say something nice is she?

As for prevost she hated me leading up to the wedding, on the day of the wedding, after the wedding so she aint gonna like me after the divorce is she?

Think about it.

To be honest prevost is everything I dislike about a woman.

She was like a ginger version of that fat chavy Channelle from Big Brother.

Foul-mouthed, common, opinionated, thick, dog ugly, loud and more mannish then a drag queen.

My mum will confirm the following:

On the day of the wedding my mum said to me "Keep a eye on her as she will do everything to split you up" adding "She is jealous of you and Julie".

Check the following facts.

She was your mum`s best friend. Your mum had a car and always drove ginger about. Your mum was beautiful and ginger was a bow-wow, who without your mum had no social life or any interest from boys.
They only spoke to her in pubs/clubs to meet your mum.

Then I came along and from day one ginger did everything to break us up.

Lucy they have done a number on you for there own ends and deprived you of a dad.

They like your mother were terrified of you becoming a "Daddy`s Girl".

Which without doubt you would have become,

The truth is, and they knew this, given the chance you would have loved me to bits.

To prove I am a honest person I admit that the only person I ever genuinely liked in the enemy camp was sharon , or as I called her shazza.

I only met her about 9/10 times but thought we got on. She had a very dry wit and was so intelligent she could give out brilliant banter, so although upset at her adding to the lies, I wasnt angry as blood is thicker then water.

She just went along with what her mother and your mother told her to say.

The truth is the only other person I never truly liked was your grandad who relished putting the boot in.

He is a male version of prevost and more about him later.

I decided to write this letter because I wanted you to visit me in hospital. I was very ill and feared I was dying.

Sam and Adam were at my bedside but not you.

I dreamt of you walking in.

Sam says "Lucy doesnt really hate you, but imagine all the lies they have told her about you" adding "I do know Lucy doesnt like the things you put on the Internet".

But the fact is I have always told the truth. You might not like some of the things I`ve written but I have always told the truth.

If you wanted me to take a Lie Detector Test to prove I am 100 per cent honest I would willingly do it.

Check the date on this Legal Document as it confirms that it was your mother who first put the Adult Facts into the Public domain.

Legal Document proves I was innocent of the false and malicious allegations made by your mother.

Timed and Dated proof that the taylors (and your mum) were informed about the violent threats and verbal sexual abuse carried out by her boyfriend richard grimson.