A message to my Daughter.
You can email me anytime at GarryJohnson230@Outlook.com
This was my family and the major reason I am writing this book.
My next book is the most important as I`m working against the clock and fighting all sorts of medical conditions.
I have to have it finished, even in Draft Form as dead men can`t talk.
This is the true story of a single Dad who literary gave his life to save his family. Against all the odds he won custody of his sons but `lost` his daughter.
The brothers also lost a sister and a Nan grand-daughter.
This book will reveal how a spiteful and vindictive mother brainwashed a daughter and covered-up for her child-abusing perverted boyfriend.
A former pimp who she allowed to `abuse` her own flesh and blood. To satisfy her lust three innocent children were put in danger.
Letter confirms my Medical condition. I hope this letter explains why I have to write this book before its too late.
The truth is before I die I want to be reunited with the daughter I have not seen since 2008.
But as much as I want that to happen I do not want my daughter to see me out of pity, which is why I have blocked out Point 6 of my medical condition.
Part of my story has already appeared in Gingerbread.
Proof that I attended The High Court and represented myself.
Father And Daughter
"A Open Letter To My Daughter"
INTRODUCTION
If after reading this book you doubt the content and the honesty of my story I ask you to do Five things.
1. Look your mum in the eye and ask her to deny any of the allegations.
2. Ask her to look you in the face.
3. Ask her to take a Lie Detector Test
4. Ask me to handover the 1500 Legal and Medical documents.
5. Ask me to take a Lie Detector Test.
Lucy, I want to tell you a factual story.
For the first 5 years of her life my daughter was a Daddy`s girl. We were joined at the hip and inseparable.
Then after a divorce happened her love turned to hate.
This book will ask why.
The Father is both bemused and confused as he has done nothing wrong and not seen his daughter since 2008.
There was no bust-up or any form of falling out.
People have told me my daughter could be upset because wrongly she believes I put embarrassing information about the divorce into the public domain.
If that was true I could understand her anger. But it is not true and I can prove it.
I am a writer by trade/profession so I wrote a novel under a false name to protect both the feelings and identity of the people I was writing about.
Proof provided by Amazon.
If you go to Amazon you will see that my novel was published under the name Garry Jackson.
If you read the 50 reviews it mentions all the facts about the divorce but at no time, not on a single page does it mention Garry or Julie Johnson, as I had no interest in embarrassing anyone.
So once again I have proved the content of that novel does not provide a genuine reason for my daughter to hate me.
The truth is it was her mother for reasons I still don`t understand who revealed to the world through the courts that Till Death Us Do Part was about our marriage/divorce.
My sons say maybe my daughter is unhappy/angry because I revealed all about her mother`s pornographic movies.
Again if that was true my daughter would have another genuine reason to hate me, but again it is not true.
I would not have done such a spiteful thing, not because I`m Mister Nice Guy, but because I am not stupid.
Think about it. Would I really do something that would risk embarrassing my own sons in front of their friends?
So once again my daughter has no genuine reason to hate me.
Is my daughter aware that her mother lied to the police and told them I was planning to kill her, the boyfriend and her solicitor?
Is she aware because of her lies I was arrested under the Mental Health Act and banged-up in Bellmarsh top security prison.
At first I was locked-up 24 hours a day and told I would be held indefinitely. I was looking at a life sentence unless I could prove I was sane.
I was examined by a Doctor and a shrink who both declared there was nothing wrong with me.
Is my daughter impressed by the behaviour of her mother?
Well there is more. After her lies had failed in the Criminal Court she tried again in both the Family and Divorce Courts.
Once again she told Social Services and the Courts that I was mad, mentally ill and dangerous?
I had to see three shrinks who confirmed I was not.
Still my ex-wife told lies which resulted in fed-up Social Worker Peter Brown saying:
"Garry please to get Mrs Johnson off our backs will you agree to see another psychiatrist?"
This time it was a Forensic Psychiatrist.
I had nothing to hide but consulted my MP who advised me to co-operate.
I went to London and spent all afternoon with a Dr Sian Llewellyn-Jones who again declared I was not mad, mentally ill or dangerous.
This waste of time cost Essex County Council £9,000
Proof:
I hope my daughter reads this and agrees that the opinion of the psychiatrist confirms my innocence and that rather then being mentally ill I`m a `larger than life` character with a thick Cockney accent and a keen interest in all things showbiz.
My only criticism is that she cast doubt on my celebrity connections, as the fact is I did shake hands with David Bowie, meet Michael Jackson and for a decade spoke to Piers Morgan on a daily basis.
A few `docs` to prove that as always I was telling the truth about my showbiz career.
Proof:
A letter from Essex County Council confirms that the boyfriend of Julie Johnson did `verbally sexually abuse` and `violently threaten` my 3 children.
Proof:
A legal Document that confirms it was Julie Johnson who `outed` herself as a porn star.
I can also prove by using another Legal Letter that I was `not guilty` of posting her porn films or pornographic pictures on the Internet.
As the document states I was the innocent victim of false and malicious allegations made by Julie Johnson and cleared by the Police.
Proof:
I also have a timed and dated email confirming your Mother and the Taylors were aware her boyfriend had `verbally sexually abused` and `violently threatened` my three children.
Proof that Adam was telling the truth about what he witnessed. You will note that your mother asks "Why did you have to tell your dad how you came home and found me naked in the lounge with richard, why did u have to tell him?"
He told Sam and me not to hurt your mum but because he was brought up to always tell the truth.
Proof I did not reveal her past as a pub stripper.
I was contacted by this bloke who I`ve never met giving me info and asking for copies of DVDs and a signed copy of my book.
As you can see the weirdo even gives me his phone number and home address but I sent him nothing.
Those documents are just a few out of the 1500 I have in my possession that prove 100 per cent that my daughter has no genuine reason to hate me.
They also confirm that from Day One I have always told the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I literally put my life on the line to fight for justice. Five heart attacks, 2 Triple Heart Operations, `dying` twice and 29 days in a coma.
As the Judge said: "Mr Johnson is like a dog with a bone and will not go away"
He was correct. I went to The High Court and represented myself in front of Lord Justice Munby, the highest Judge in the land.
I won the right to keep custody of my sons and to have access to all Legal Documents.
So now I don`t have to hide behind `Garry Jackson` and can write as me.
My ex-wife tried to gag me but again I went to Court and was given permission to tell my story.
As I do not know the actual lies her mother and the taylor family have told my daughter I have to defend myself against everything.
Check the Divorce Papers.
1. I was never accused of being violent, cruel or bullying towards your mum.
2. I was never unfaithful.
3. I was never even accused of cheating.
4. I was never accused of hitting/hurting my children.
5. I was never accused of being a drinker, druggie or gambler.
6. I never forced your mum to make porn movies and was never even accused of forcing her. It was a mutual decision and a shared hobby we both enjoyed between 1992-2004.
I wrote the scripts and held the camera but Julie was the star.
Check the Divorce Papers:
Your mother never gave any reason for her cheating or serial adultery.
It was only me who gave any form of explanation.
I suggested that in a way and indirectly I may even have been to blame. You will be 18 when the book is published so I can mention adult themes.
As I told the shrink in private I told a packed court about my problems in the `Bedroom Department`. Luckily I am not a shy person and never given a monkeys about what other people think.
I just shoot from the hip and tell the truth.
I explained that because Mrs Johnson and I had always had a very active sex life, I think I used the phrase `throughout our marriage we were always at it like rabbits` that when I suddenly went off it, due to stress, illness, money problems she got the wrong idea.
I suggested that maybe she thought wrongly that I had stopped fancying her or found some-one else.
I was gallant to the end and tried to give her an accuse for having affairs with Flemming, Tibbs and Grimson.
The truth is I never stopped fancying her and loved her to bits. My mistake was not telling her about my problems.
But as they say `That`s life`.
The fact is in 15 years I never once cheated on Julie. She was/is the only partner I had ever been faithful too.
That don`t make me a hero as when your wife looks like Patsy Kensit why on earth would you want to cheat?
When I met Julie it was `lust at first sight` and within weeks it was love. She moved in and I honestly thought I`d found my soul mate.
We met at a perfect time as she was recovering from severe food poisoning and had lost so much weight was a perfect size 8.
With her long blonde hair and eyes of blue I was hooked.
Luckily for me despite having three children she never got any bigger then a Size 10.
Lucy my Wedding Day was both the happiest and worst day of my life. That is not me having a pop at your mum.
Again it is me being completely honest. It was the first time my mum & dad had been in the same room since they divorced and it buzzed me out. I did not enjoy it and is one of the reasons I do not agree with step-parents.
I was a time-bomb waiting to explode which is why I didnt drink in case I `lost` control and told my dad and his wife what I really thought.
I only got through it because my mate Hughie turned up with a few lines of cocaine.
I dont regret marrying your mum because it gave me you, Sam and Adam, but I do wish we`d emigrated to Australia.
The truth is our marriage never stood a chance because your mum came with baggage. Her parents and ginger prevost.
If you dont believe me think about it. After we married the taylors left London and moved to Pitsea. They bought a house a few hundred yards from us.
Just as later they followed your mother to Wickford.
You don`t me but I think from reading this book and seeing me in the papers you are aware that I`m a life-long rebel and anti-authority.
The polar opposite of the taylors and that is why we never get on. Be honest you must admit they are the most old-fashioned and bigoted bastards you have ever met in your life.
This is the proudest moment of my life, the birth of Sam.
I thought everything was fine and know for a fact that I made her happy. I made her laugh every day because I was/am a natural comedian, eccentric and unconventional.
I honestly thought she loved me.
I never cheated on her mum, never hurt her, never hit her, so why does my daughter hate me?
I would love to know what lies she has been told.
Check the Divorce Papers:
1. I never said anything bad about your mum, as I told the shrink (read the document) I said she was a good wife and mother.
I was told by my solicitors to say `bad things` but I refused. They said "Mrs Johnson is saying terrible things about you and we advise you do the same" but I declined as lying is not in my character.
2. Everything I write in this book I said in court it`s all on-the-record so no-one can ever accuse me of re-writing history.
Does my daughter know these various lies that her mum told both the court and Social Services?
1. Garry is anti-women.
Fact: Some of my oldest and closest friends are women.
2. Garry does not respect women.
Fact: Three of my best bosses have been female. You are named after one of them. I started working for that lady in 1990. She came to Sam`s 3rd Birthday Party, was the first person to ring me after I came out of Bellmarsh.
Sent flowers after my 2nd heart op and 3 months ago sent me a big Fortnum & Mason food hamper.
So I hope I`ve nailed that lie but if you doubt me ask Sam & Adam.
3. Garry is stopping the boys from seeing me.
Fact. At first as the official documents confirm I refused to say `yes or no` and would not give an opinion of any kind. It was only after the boys were threatened that I intervened.
I admit I did nothing to encourage but at the same time I did not discourage.
You are not a parent, but when you are I`m sure you`ll understand that a parent can not condone any form of `sexual abuse`.
Your mum sided with a pervert so I had no option but to take sides.
Unlike with us your brothers had a genuine reason to hate. You know why they hate your mother but like me the boys do not understand why you hate me.
4. Your mother told the courts "The boys wont see me because they are scared of Garry"
Fact: That was a massive lie.
Ask your brothers they have never been scared of me as I have never hit them in my life. Not before or after the divorce. I didnt even tell them off and rarely shouted.
The fact is that since the divorce I have been in hospital 8 times and not once have they gone to your mother.
They have been home alone and fended for themselves. Twice I have been in hospital at Christmas.
Once I went to hospital in November and returned home in February.
I was in a coma, they were told I was `dying` but they didnt run to your mum for help. It was the mum`s of their friends who provided them with meals and a Christmas dinner.
I was in a coma for 29 days so how on earth could I stop them from seeing your mum?
Fact:
As I promised to be honest and at the risk of giving you a genuine reason to hate me I will as always be honest.
I have said to both boys "when I`m dead don`t betray me and make-up with your mum" and I hope they will stay loyal and respect my memory.
But as I`ll be dead there wont be a lot I can do about it.
The truth is as Social Services and the Court found the boys and me have an unbreakable bond.
I promised them soon after your mum left "You will never have a stepmother" and in return they have both promised they will never talk to any of your mum`s boyfriends or recognise one as a stepfather.
Maybe I have given you a genuine reason to hate me, but like I said previously I only deal in the truth regardless of whether or not it puts me in a bad light.
With me there is no bullshit as I just don`t have it in me to be two-faced.
While on the subject of step-parents I`m giving you a golden opportunity, or if you like a Get out of Jail Free card.
What I say next could mean we`ll never be re-united but at least it would be a genuine reason that was keeping us apart.
This time it would have nothing to do with the lies of your mum it would be one hundred per cent down to me.
I realise I could well be scoring a massive `own goal` but such is my character it has to be said.
As I`ve told the boys "I would never accept Lucy having a stepfather".
Adding,
"and you two will never talk to the c***"
I know my boys will never betray me and accept a stepfather and your mum knows how strong my feelings are on this subject.
It has nothing to do with our divorce it`s a life-long hatred of such people.
.
I realise I may well have burned my bridges with you but at least I`ve given you a genuine reason to hate me.
I`m a very modern man and a life-long rebel but when it comes to my children I`m very old-fashioned believing kids have one Dad and no step-dad.
No way on earth is some outsider getting his grubby hands on my grandchildren or spending a Christmas with my sons.
And the same goes for my ex-wife and not because she `walked out` on them it`s a self-inflicted life-long punishment for putting their lives at risk.
Where were her maternal feelings when she allowed a perverted child abuser to terrorise her children?
When he abused she looked the other way and like me my sons do not forget.
Time is not a great healer as memories do not fade and the truth does not change.
What happened, happened and we must all live with the consequences.
Chapter One
"I am not writing this book to win you over as I know it`s too late because your mind has been brainwashed and your heart polluted.
The reason I`m telling my side of the story is because I believe you deserve to know the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I want you to know the real me and to question the lies you have been told.
We are both victims.
My daughter was `stolen` and you `lost` your Dad.
Like me you deserve to know why.
I want to assure you this will not be a `whitewash` of me or a `hatchet job` on your Mum.
What would be the point?
If I was stupid enough to tell even a little `white lie` and was found out it would cast doubt on my honesty.
It would question my integrity.
Whatever I say/write `good or bad` will be the gospel truth. Facts, claims, allegations that can be supported by Legal and Medical Documents.
If my Daughter is still not convinced I promise to take as many Lie Detector Tests she requires to convince her of my honesty.
As stated previously this book will not be a `hatchet job` on her Mum or a `whitewash` of me.
I wont lie to score points.
In the pursuit of honesty I`m even prepared to score `own goals`.
I am not interested in writing a book that will appeal to old-fashioned caveman with macho beliefs and male chauvinist tendencies.
I have always been a modern man in touch with his feminist feelings.
The truth is I loved your mum and was heartbroken when she cheated.
So there you go, whatever the subject you always get total honesty from me, I`m many things but I`m not a liar.
I always tell the truth regardless of whether or not it puts me in a bad light.
People will mock and accuse me of sounding like a wimp, but the truth is I don`t give a fuck.
I have an addictive personality and was addicted to being with your mum.
I never got the chance to say goodbye to her or you so at first I refused to believe it was over.
But as days became weeks I realised the pair of you were not coming back. For 3 months, I was beside myself.
I lost 2 stone in weight and felt cold all the time.
I had chest pains, and my heart really hurt. I now know why they call it a `broken heart` because I was genuinely heartbroken.
Unbeknown to me I was in the early stages of heart disease which resulted in 5 heart attacks, 2 triple heart bypass operations, 29 days in a coma, `dying` twice and a minor stroke.
The consultant said my illness was partly due to stress brought on by the lies of my ex-wife and the Gestapo behaviour of Essex Social Services and Social Worker Peter Brown.
During one stay in hospital I was wired up to a machine and told by a nurse "A Peter Brown from Social Services has been on the phone asking if you are well enough to look after your children".
I discharged myself the next day and refused all medical treatment after being told "Mrs Johnson has told Social Services you have heart problems".
I kept away from Doctors as keeping my children was more important than my health.
All my life I`d wanted a family and through no fault of my own my daughter was taken away and my ex-wife was trying to steal my sons.
My friends were so worried they even suggested I see a counsellor, but where I come from you don`t do counselling.
I`m an East End boy a genuine Cockney born within the sound of Bow Bells. We don`t do therapy
We dust ourselves down and get on with it. We do strong cups of tea, a line of coke and a stiff upper lip.
There were months of sleepless nights and vivid nightmares but somehow I survived and came out of it the other end.
I am not ashamed or embarrassed by revealing my feelings. As I said at the start there is no point in writing a autobiography unless you tell the truth.
I hope my honesty has not made you think of me as weak.
The truth is I can accept you hating me if your hate is based on genuine reasons and not lies.
At the same time I don`t want you to pretend.
I am a person who sees life in black & white. There is no grey in my world.
The truth is I have only loved 4 people in my entire life.
You, your mum, Sam & Adam.
But as promised I am not doing a whitewash number on myself and pretending I`m some kind of Saint.
I want you too like/love the real me.
Not some fantasy figure too good to be true.
I am not interested in trying to pull the wool over your eyes. You will get the real me, the good, the bad and the ugly.
The authentic version
So the next few lines could be one of those `own goals` I mentioned earlier. A deal breaker that means we never have a Father and Daughter reunion.
But I can live with that because at least you will have a genuine reason to ignore me.
Let me ask and answer a few important questions.
Do I love you?
"Yes.
Without doubt. You are my daughter and will always be my flesh and blood".
Next is the big one and a question I know I should not answer truthfully, but I have to be honest even if it ruins any chance of us being reunited.
Do I hate your mum?
"Yes.
Without hesitation. Not just because she cheated on me but because of what she did/has done to Sam and Adam"
Maybe by being honest I have given you no choice but to hate me, but at least it gives you what I consider a genuine reason.,
I can accept you hating me out of loyalty to your mum. I can even respect that as next to love loyalty is the most important thing in the world.
The purpose of this book is tell my daughter and the world the truth. I want to tell my side of the story with the help of legal and medical documents.
My daughter has been brought up on a diet of lies.
I hope now that as a adult she will want to know the truth.
Does my daughter know the following about her mother?
That her mum split-up the family for a fat perverted boyfriend who looked like Paddy the vet in Emmerdale?
Does she know he was a former pimp?
Does she know she called Sam and Adam "lying little shits" when they complained about the `verbal sexual abuse` and `violent threats`?
Does she know she caught a STD?
Does she know she was pregnant?
Does she know she stopped your brothers and me from visiting you in hospital.
What does she know about my life-long enemy?
Does she know that ginger prevost did her best to break us up before we were even married?
Your mum had this bunch of fat Irish friends and ginger told them I was anti-Irish.
Forgetting the fact I`m Half-Irish. My mum is Irish, born in Dublin and my favourite Uncle Johnny was Irish.
You, like your brothers are quarter Irish.
Is my daughter smart enough to understand that ginger enjoyed telling her lies about me?
Does she know that after the divorce ginger was rude and abusive to my mum?
Does she know ginger conspired with the taylors?
Does she know I kept ginger away from my family for the first 12/13 years of our marriage?
Then after splitting with her own husband she targeted Julie and did everything to encourage/persuade her to do like-wise.
She got under her skin and did everything to break-up our family. The ginger slag always had the ability to bully Julie into doing things.
Does my daughter know that ginger gave her mum alibis to cheat?
Does my daughter know her mother and the taylors have stopped my mum from seeing you since 2008?
Does my daughter know that every time I went to court her mum said "Lucy does not want to see her Dad"?
There are a 100 things you do not know and not a single one explains why you hate me.
This is not me point scoring but revealing facts that my daughter has a right to know.
Facts that can all be confirmed by the Police and appear in legal documents that were presented to and accepted as fact by The High Court.
*Does my daughter know that her mothers boyfriend `verbally sexually abused` and `violently threatened` Sam, Adam and Lucy?
*That her mother covered it up and refused to press charges.
*The boyfriend admitted his vile behaviour to the police
None of this had anything to do with me so why does my daughter hate me?
*Does my daughter know that Adam came home unexpected and caught his mum half-naked and `at it` with her boyfriend?
*Does my daughter know that on the day she left her mother beat Sam so hard his back was covered in red marks?
The next day he was covered in bruises.
None of the above explains why my daughter hates me.
My sons say maybe my daughter hates me because she believes wrongly that I embarrassed her by revealing x-rated details about her mother.
If I was `guilty` I could understand her anger. I would put my hands up and say "sorry".
But it was not me who revealed her mum`s past as a porn star or pub stripper. I am one hundred per cent innocence and that can be confirmed by both the police and the Courts.
Adult movies.
Legal document confirms it was Julie Johnson who stood up in Southend Court and admitted to starring in Four pornographic movies and posing for 69 explicit photographs.
Legal letter confirms it was not me who posted her porno movies and pornographic pictures on the Internet.
It was three emails from Nicholas Lightborn, a person I have never met who revealed her past as a pub stripper.
Again whatever lies my daughter has been told I am 100 per cent innocent so she has no genuine reason to hate me.
This book is my opportunity to put all the facts on-the-record and into the public domain. I will prove beyond doubt that my ex-wife, her parents and ginger prevost have brainwashed my daughter.
I will with the help of 1500 legal documents `clear my name`.
It is important I do so because dead men can`t talk and the medical facts are that I`m living on borrowed time.
It hurts that my daughter does not know me.
What false image does she have?
Does she know I`m ultra-confident or a big-headed bastard depending on whether you like me or not.
Does she know I talk like Danny Dyer and walk like Ray Winstone?
Does she know I`m a very funny bastard?
Does she know I`m a rebel who never takes life seriously?
Does she want to meet me and see for herself?
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